Here's a little gripe from my myspace blog last week .... it was a day to vent ... a little insight into my brain, haha.

fakes and posers Current mood: disappointed
I just feel like getting something out of my system. It seems to be "moan" day amongst a lot of my friends, so now its my turn, lol.
Why do people have to be fake? I hate it when people act all friendly and stuff, talk to you, hang out, seem to take a genuine interest in the fact that you're actually alive, and then all of a sudden they're too busy, too tired, too lazy to reply to a txt/email/phone call, don't say hi unless you say hi first... or they talk... but just generally don't seem to give a damn when they do talk to you? I think it sux more when you know they're being a fake early on, leading some sort of sideline life, and you see through their facade, but let it slide, and then it all comes out when they start doing exactly what you suspected they'd do. One of those "dammit why didn't I just listen to myself in the first place" moments, lol. Oh hindsight is a wonderful thing.On the other hand ... at least I can appreciate those who I consider to be "real" friends. And hopefully those that fit either in part or in full into my little gripe above, hopefully they wake up one day and become real friends.Arrgh, ok moaning finished

Aside from that life is kinda pretty cool right now ... just had to get rid of those stupid moments that piss me off. lol. On the overall scope of life, its all pretty darn good ... guess there's always that 1% huh? Makes the rest all worth it.

Birthday photos

turns out I forgot to post this .... in fact I almost forgot my blogsite existed for a while. oops!

Well my birthday was awesome, lots of people out just having a good time, it was a good nite to see who really gives a damn enough to show up, lol. We were out at La Zeppa til about 1am when they closed the bar and kicked us all out, haha, then we went to sponge bar in ponsonby. Got home, well not home, but to the house I was stayin at for the nite at about 5am, and my feet well and truly appreciated being put up in bed by that time! But it was totally worth it :-) You know how us girls wear shoes, no matter how uncomfortable, just cos they look hot .... hehe. Check out the photos ... fun nite :-)

http://s28.photobucket.com/albums/c242/marz777/My%20Birthday/

there's one above to start you off :-)